Being reliable is not necessarily enough. (Back to Thomas)

  

John 20:24-25 (NIV) 24 Now Thomas (also known as Didymus), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!”

But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”

 

Listening again to this passage I wondered once more about Thomas.

Why, after being told clearly by the other disciples that they had seen Jesus, would he not believe?

OK, some people need to see for themselves, I understand this.

BUT

Thomas wasn’t watching a television advertisement for a new stain removing detergent, he wasn’t listening to various people talk about their favourite politician.

He was listening to the other DISCIPLES!!!!

People he had shared three intimate years at Jesus feet with.

And it wasn’t just one of them saying that they had seen Jesus, it was a whole crowd of them, maybe even all that were left, ten, as Judas had taken his own life prior to the resurrection.

This, in my opinion, is like listening to all the members of your own family telling you that they had seen, alive, another family member who had died.

Why would Thomas refuse to believe people he previously trusted and respected?

These are my thoughts on Thomas’s possible motives for disbelieving.

1.        He believed they had seen a ghost, not a physically alive and risen Jesus.

2.        He believed they were suffering from mass hysteria. Sometimes crowds can together experience combined symptoms or behaviours fueled by tension or panic. (Feel free to look that up). I doubt that the idea of “mass hysteria” was present at that time.

3.        He refused to believe due to personal stubbornness, possibly fueled by a personal thought bias that he refused to let go of.

 

 

I would like to concentrate on number 3, though probably number 1 is the most likely answer.

 

I would like to propose that Thomas, along with all the other disciples and followers of Jesus, was deeply disappointed with the outcome of Jesus ministry, appearing to end in his execution. Thomas, along with others, may have held strong hopes that Jesus would politically succeed, gain political power, and overthrow Roman rule or at least bring into line a corrupt religious system.

 

Like the others, there was no room in his understanding for death and then resurrection.

 

I will add that at some point Thomas doubted Jesus words regarding “If you have seen me, you have seen the Father”, which Jesus stated in Chapter 14 of John’s gospel.

 

Thomas had earlier responded to Jesus’ declaration, “you know the way to where I am going” with “We don’t know the place you are going so how can we know the way?”

To which Jesus answered with “I am the way…”

Then Philip suggests “Just show us the Father, and we will be satisfied”

 

The point I am making is that Jesus had clearly stated that to see him is to see God the Father. I wish to suggest that though Thomas heard this, he did not believe it. And so up to this point, Thomas does not believe that Jesus is, or could be, God, and a resurrected Jesus would call into question all that he had become convinced of regarding the humanity and political failure of his leader.

 

To believe the other disciples was too big a threat to his own pride and world view.

 

Once again, I wish to mention this is speculation on my behalf.

 

The reason I go into so much detail is because I realised from this passage that when we tell others about Jesus, just because we are honest, reliable and well known to the person or people we are sharing with, (in other words, our witness is strong) this by no means will convince someone else that Jesus is truly the Lord. People have their own personal agendas, and a lot is at stake when they are called to believe.

(I am not trying to discourage anyone from sharing their faith, as people must hear the good news in order to believe, and many will and do come to faith as God opens their hearts)

 

Getting back to Thomas, I would go so far as to suggest that Thomas shares some features with Saul, regarding the need to be confronted directly by Jesus in order to come to faith.

 

But, true to his word, when Jesus did appear to the disciples with Thomas present, and addressed the exact points Thomas had asserted, commanding him to put his hand in his wounds, Thomas quickly declared, probably the first to do so, that Jesus is both Lord and God.

What do we need in order to believe?

I suggest that each one of us who calls themselves a follower of the Lord Jesus, has in fact had a visitation of the Lord, the Holy Spirit.

 

 

No Other Reconciliation

 Just a scary thought.

Most of us who profess to be followers of Jesus, have some degree of hope for eternal resurrected life at some point in the future, when Jesus returns, or after we die. Our hope in this ought to be strong, very strong, as this is what Jesus has achieved for us.

Eternal life with God is mysterious, as we have not experienced this, but, like the thief on the cross, we hope to be with Jesus in his Kingdom.

But what about the other Christians?

Are we happy to share that place with others who are also believers.

Of course everyone including myself answers with a resounding "yes". Until we think about it more.

The focal point of heaven will be the throne of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Mystery again.

Yet we also long to be with those we have lost. Family members, friends, our bible heroes.

But there are some we might not wish to share eternity with.

Now I am not discussing who is able to be saved, other than to stand by the words of Jesus, "I am the way, the truth and the life, no-one comes to the Father except through me". 

The point I wish to come to is the uncomfortable reality of divisions amongst us.

I don't simply mean denominations. 

What of the hurt between fellow believers, resulting in people changing churches or cease attendance, and of course many other situations of separation, for multiple, often painful reasons. 

If two offended parties are both in heaven, what would that be like?

Maybe I have already mentioned the way cemeteries are partitioned into various denominations, could heaven be likewise partitioned?

Unlikely. In fact, unimaginable in my opinion.

Will the disagreements suddenly disappear?

Possibly.

Revelations states that every tear will be wiped away, (by God).

Will our memories be erased?

Again, unlikely.

The point I wish to make is that I do not believe that there will be a courthouse in heaven for the resolution of disputes. 

On earth we do have these necessary places and people, that help with the resolution of disagreements, even within a church.

"Blessed are the peace makers"

BUT

there is only ONE place of reconciliation, in ALL of history.

The cross.

And this has already been completed. 

There will not be a further reconciliation process in heaven, in my theological understanding. 

If the cross has not achieved reconciliation for us, then nothing will.

If I dwell on this point, it helps me look at my life and my issues somewhat differently.

Maybe this is helpful.

The cross is powerful enough to reconcile the whole world to God, and to each other.

As people of the cross we are able to forgive those who trespass against us. 

Maybe this is why we are told to first be reconciled, and then present our offering at the altar? (Matthew 5:23) 

 

 

 

Easter, again?

 Jesus’ rising from the dead may seem, to some, a bit over done.

How many Easter’s have we experienced?

Does it have any relevance for today?

How does someone’s miraculous resurrection of 2000 years ago, have any effect on the world today?

The effect is not necessarily mind blowing. 

It is largely internal.

Anxiety, anger, jealousy, hatred, hurt, offence, shame, guilt, depression, rebellion , rudeness, pride, boasting, addiction can all be treated to some degree with medication counselling and other modalities. 

But a man named Jesus, can enter a person’s life, and bring peace and acceptance where there was once turmoil. This would not make headlines.

Faith in the name of Jesus can turn a person around, from a raging bull to a gentle giant. From anger to joy. From fear to peace. Again, not headlines.

People who trust in Jesus believe he is with them in every detail of their lives, even when they aren’t concentrating on him.

“Everlasting arms”, is the title of a hymn. It does apply.

If he rose, he remains alive today.

Not a skeleton, not a mummified body, not a fossil, not a zombie, but a man. A warm, breathing, heart beating, physically solid ,communicating man. 
A risen man with a risen body which is still human but now stronger, beyond sickness, beyond death, un-kill-able.

People sometimes try to meet their idols.
For example, people continue to visit Graceland to experience something of Elvis, who certainly had a charisma that can be experienced even today from old footage.
But Elvis himself is no longer accessible, other than archival material to be viewed on a screen.

I would love to visit the birthplace of Mozart, or to touch an original manuscript, but I can never meet Mozart face to face, today.
There is a tuft of Beethoven’s hair somewhere.
 
We have no archival footage of Jesus, but we have the gospels and the New Testament. This is very good, and extremely valuable to all Christians. 

But because Jesus is still alive today and lives forever, he is theoretically accessible right now. Yes, this moment. 

40 days after the resurrection, He physically  rose into heaven, to the Father’s right hand, he is physically in heaven , and he will physically return in the future.

But in the meantime he promises to be present to us, whenever people gather in his name. He has this ability. 

And many will say today they have personally experienced Jesus’ presence. I believe this is true.
But we mostly experience Jesus through each other, his followers are considered witnesses, and we do radiate Jesus to others whether we realise it or not.

Celebrating the resurrection is partly reminding ourselves that we do have access even now, to a risen saviour.

But the other deeply important issue we are reassured about when we put our trust in Jesus, is that the resurrection confirms that his self-sacrifice was an effective payment for our sin and the sin of the whole world.

Those of us who are troubled by our thoughts and actions, who have not found true peace in life even with a stable job and family dynamics, who feel an emptiness regarding our true purpose in life,

we give thanks that there has been an event, a well recorded event,  that has dealt with all of the above (sin, failure, rebellion, the letting down of others, etc)

Those of us who are untroubled by our conscience, and simply want to experience anything and everything, prefer no moral impediments, we don’t need or want a resurrection, it is quite annoying to have to hear about it again and again.

But to those of us who are morally troubled, this event of the cross or crucifixion of Jesus  was the way God pulled together all of the sin (past present and future) of the whole  world  “he (Jesus) became sin”, and destroyed it fully. He “took the grenade for us”, in Bruno Mars language.
This is why Christian’s believe their sins are forgiven. 
But without a resurrection the death of Jesus would not necessarily stand out from any other death.

The resurrection was an apt reward to Jesus for his surrender for our sakes, 
but it also was God’s way of assuring us that Jesus is his true son, and the the cross has the desired effect of atonement and propitiation. Words that basically mean our sin is done and dusted and no longer separates us from God who is holy.

Wouldn’t it be simpler if we didn’t sin, and simply got on with one another? After all this sounds like an excuse to keep sinning?

The reality is, I keep sinning even when I try hard not to. Obviously the idea is to live better lives once Jesus is part of our lives, and for the most part I think we do. But we really do need a payment for our sin that lasts forever. Jesus did this.

Believing in the name of Jesus, as God’s Son, King of all Kings, and Lord of all Lords, has an effect on our internal workings.
Whether we know it or not, we begin to change, some faster than others, but the change happens. It’s a good change. Like I said, internal peace, a calming of anger and frustration, hope and happiness starts to take hold, a desire to sing, and a deep gratitude for even the smallest things appears. 
It can be faked, it can be mimicked, and we can temporarily revert to our old selves, but in the genuine believer, it is real and lasting.
And as I mentioned, having Jesus in our lives, means that we are making him present to others. 

The resurrection of Jesus means that Jesus is powerful, in a supernatural way, even today. 

Even today any person can call his name, and he can and does hear us, and he responds!

the disciple whom Jesus loved.

This will be a quick one.

I am convinced that John used this expression about himself very deliberately. (Eg John 13:23)

This way of talking about himself might seem somewhat boastful. He never refers to himself by name, or as “me” only as “the disciple Jesus loved.”

But my point of view is that he used this description as a deliberate alternative to “the disciple who loved Jesus”, which no doubt, he did.

John states in his first letter that “We love, because he (meaning God) first loved us.”

In other words, our ability to love as Christians (to love God and to love our neighbour) is the fruit and result of God’s amazing love towards us, working powerfully in us.

John is not suggesting Jesus loved him more than anyone else, but simply that Jesus loved him before John loved him back. From this point of view, I find this phrase quite touching and humbly true.

We likewise could refer to ourselves as the disciples Jesus loved.

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What is the grace of God? (Family Christmas devotion 2025)

 

Luke 2:4-12 (NIV) 4 So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. 5 He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. 6 While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, 7 and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.

8 And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. 9 An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10 But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. 11 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. 12 This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”

 

John 1:14 (NIV) 14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

Titus 2:11-14 (NIV) 11 For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. 12 It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, 13 while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, 14 who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good.

 

What is the grace of God?

  

When the news of Jesus rising from the dead started spreading around the world, the disciples, like Peter and John, and also Paul, started teaching new believers about Jesus our Lord, and about God our Father and about the Holy Spirit. They came up with a very important word about God. They taught about God being kind and loving and patient, but they also found a very important word that helps to explain how good God is, and that is the word; “grace”.

We sing that word in a famous hymn called “amazing grace”, and we use it for a name, and also we use it for the prayer we say before a meal, but even though that is the same word it has a different meaning.

We read it in the reading this morning from Paul’s letter to Titus which says that the grace of God appeared and brings salvation. Which means that this word grace, which belongs to God, has the power to bring us to a safe place, which is where Jesus is.

 

So, I want to try and explain this word; “grace”.

 

If you fell into a raging river and were running out of strength and you were about to drown, grace is like a rescue boat that comes out of nowhere and pulls you out of the water and brings you back safely to dry land.

If you got lost in the jungle, and had no money or food, and you were starving hungry, grace is like a food helicopter that comes out of nowhere and dishes out a beautiful meal full of chicken and gravy and tasty vegetables and then flies you to where your parents are looking for you.

If you get really sick and are almost dying, and your parents take you to hospital, grace is like a wonderful nurse that comes out of nowhere and gives you the most special medicine and then you wake up and are well again.

Grace is strong enough to help us even when we don’t want to be helped.

Grace fixes things, but it doesn’t fix everything, only the really important things in our lives.

What’s the most important thing in our whole life?

To be part of God’s family.

We all need to be part of a family, God gives us parents and grandparents and brothers and sisters and aunts and uncles and cousins and children and grandchildren, as well as special friends. These are so important to our lives, but the most important family is God’s family.

God started a family a long time ago with Adam and Eve, but they were tricked into breaking God’s rules which left them in really big trouble. It was like they were lost, but the worst thing was that they had broken God’s rules on purpose, and they felt really ashamed and had to hide from him.

We also break Gods rules, like when we think about ourselves and don’t love each other, and don’t love Jesus.

Being like that means that we also can hide from God and end up sad and lonely, which is like being lost in a jungle with no food, no family and no way home.

 

But God always knew that we would need something really special and strong, that would take away our shame, and bring us back home to him.

It was grace.

Grace means that God still cares for us, even when we are angry or upset with him.

Grace means that God still wants us in his family even when we slam the door in his face. Grace means that God loves us and will do everything that he can possibly do, to make sure we are safe, and will be part of his forever family.

 

In John’s gospel in the Bible, it says that Jesus was given to us so that we could be forever with him. (John 3:16) It also says that Jesus was full of grace and truth.

When the very first Christmas happened, Jesus was born as a tiny helpless baby.

God gave us his precious baby boy to live with and grow up with Mary and Joseph as his parents, but his true father was God.

That baby grew to be our Lord Jesus who died on the cross for us, and all of that happened because of God’s grace, God’s saving grace. Which comes out of nowhere and wipes away all of our fighting and arguments and disagreements with God and with each other, as well as our being greedy and nasty. Anything we do that we are ashamed of, God fixes with his grace, and gives us love and joy and a forever place with Jesus in heaven.

We call that really good news.

When we believe in God’s grace, which is his special power to change our lives through his son Jesus, then we do change on the inside in a beautiful way, and we learn how to live the way God wants us to live.

Christmas is when God’s grace arrived in the world through the baby Jesus. Jesus is full of grace. Jesus is, in a way, God’s superhero with the special power called grace.

And his grace will never fail.

Jesus Loves Me This I Know.

“But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah; for out of you will come a ruler who will be the shepherd of my people Israel.” Matthew 2:6, Micah 5:2

Bethlehem currently is a city of just under 30,000 people on the west bank, south of Jerusalem. It is an ancient city going back more than 3000 years, and was at one point destroyed by the Romans, and then rebuilt by Constantine.

King David was from Bethlehem, he reigned somewhere between 900 and 800 BC

The quote above is from the Old Testament prophet named “Micah” which was written about 700 BC.

It is also found in Matthew’s gospel which was written by Matthew (one of Jesus’ twelve disciples) possibly as early as 40-50 AD.

The reason Matthew mentions this quote from the prophet Micah, is because he is telling the story of the “Magi”, the “wise men” who brought their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh. Three valuable gifts from possibly three wise men? Matthew does not mention how many wise men came from the east following the star, but all the songs say three (including mine!).

These wise men, where exactly they were from we don’t know, maybe China, or somewhere else, but they were definitely not Jewish people. They were foreigners. But despite not being Jewish or from anywhere that was known for faith in the one true God, here they were, with expensive gifts, looking for God’s son, and they wanted to worship him!

So first, they went to Herod, the Jewish King at the time of Jesus’ birth. It made sense to them to ask him where they would find the newborn king that was clearly announced by this special star in heaven.

But Herod was caught by surprise (I don’t think he liked surprises). For some reason, he had not even the slightest inclination that a new king, a godly King, had been born in his country, God’s country. He was clearly not too interested in religious affairs, and suddenly needed the help of other wise men, the religious leaders of his land, to answer the question these strange but important travellers had asked, “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star in the east, and we have come to worship him.”

How did Herod find the answer?

He had to get his old (but expensive- well he was the current King!) bible off the shelf and dust it off, and with the help of these religious leaders and bible teachers, looked up what had been written 700 years before (and kept preserved by those who knew it was important.)

There it was, towards the end of his Old Testament, in Micah’s prophetic writings, chapter 5, “Out of you (Bethlehem) will come a ruler of my people Israel”.

With that information, those travellers, the wise men, or “magi” went from Jerusalem to Bethlehem and found the baby Jesus and worshipped him.

God gave those wise men a beautiful star in heaven to follow, but without that old Bible, they may never have found Jesus.