John 20:24-25 (NIV) 24 Now Thomas (also known as Didymus),
one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. 25 So the other
disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!”
But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his
hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I
will not believe.”
Listening again to this passage I wondered once more about
Thomas.
Why, after being told clearly by the other disciples that
they had seen Jesus, would he not believe?
OK, some people need to see for themselves, I understand this.
BUT
Thomas wasn’t watching a television advertisement for a new stain
removing detergent, he wasn’t listening
to various people talk about their favourite politician.
He was listening to the other DISCIPLES!!!!
People he had shared three intimate years at Jesus feet with.
And it wasn’t just one of them saying that they had seen
Jesus, it was a whole crowd of them, maybe even all that were left, ten, as
Judas had taken his own life prior to the resurrection.
This, in my opinion, is like listening to all the members of
your own family telling you that they had seen, alive, another family member who
had died.
Why would Thomas refuse to believe people he previously
trusted and respected?
These are my thoughts on Thomas’s possible motives for
disbelieving.
1.
He believed they had seen a ghost, not a
physically alive and risen Jesus.
2.
He believed they were suffering from mass
hysteria. Sometimes crowds can together experience combined symptoms or
behaviours fueled by tension or panic. (Feel free to look that up). I doubt that
the idea of “mass hysteria” was present at that time.
3.
He refused to believe due to personal stubbornness,
possibly fueled by a personal thought bias that he refused to let go of.
I would like to concentrate on number 3,
though probably number 1 is the most likely answer.
I would like to propose that Thomas, along
with all the other disciples and followers of Jesus, was deeply disappointed with
the outcome of Jesus ministry, appearing to end in his execution. Thomas, along
with others, may have held strong hopes that Jesus would politically succeed,
gain political power, and overthrow Roman rule or at least bring into line a
corrupt religious system.
Like the others, there was no room in his
understanding for death and then resurrection.
I will add that at some point Thomas
doubted Jesus words regarding “If you have seen me, you have seen the Father”,
which Jesus stated in Chapter 14 of John’s gospel.
Thomas had earlier responded to Jesus’
declaration, “you know the way to where I am going” with “We don’t know the
place you are going so how can we know the way?”
To which Jesus answered with “I am the way…”
Then Philip suggests “Just show us the
Father, and we will be satisfied”
The point I am making is that Jesus had
clearly stated that to see him is to see God the Father. I wish to suggest that
though Thomas heard this, he did not believe it. And so up to this point,
Thomas does not believe that Jesus is, or could be, God, and a resurrected Jesus
would call into question all that he had become convinced of regarding the humanity
and political failure of his leader.
To believe the other disciples was too big
a threat to his own pride and world view.
Once again, I wish to mention this is
speculation on my behalf.
The reason I go into so much detail is
because I realised from this passage that when we tell others about Jesus, just
because we are honest, reliable and well known to the person or people we are
sharing with, (in other words, our witness is strong) this by no means will
convince someone else that Jesus is truly the Lord. People have their own personal
agendas, and a lot is at stake when they are called to believe.
(I am not trying to discourage anyone from sharing their faith, as people must hear the good news in order to believe, and many will and do come to faith as God opens their hearts)
Getting back to Thomas, I would go so far
as to suggest that Thomas shares some features with Saul, regarding the need to
be confronted directly by Jesus in order to come to faith.
But, true to his word, when Jesus did appear
to the disciples with Thomas present, and addressed the exact points Thomas had
asserted, commanding him to put his hand in his wounds, Thomas quickly declared,
probably the first to do so, that Jesus is both Lord and God.
What do we need in order to believe?
I suggest that each one of us who calls themselves a follower
of the Lord Jesus, has in fact had a visitation of the Lord, the Holy Spirit.